PP #20: My Demon Returns, My Mea Culpa
Project: Pioneer #20, March 3, 2024 Sunday, 11am
I’m about to do something very different here. I went on about the justification and deliberation in the closing of my last post (yesterday!), so read that for the background (and usual prepper, etc stuff…). Deciding whether to do this has been an agonizing process. In short, I screwed up. I don’t want any of the blowback of that on Giavana, she doesn’t deserve it.
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Oh, here goes. It’s Sunday, time for church. Sliding the confessional window open in that picture above. Forgive me, Father...
I showed up a early Saturday night for the classic rock tribute band I had been anxious to see. Actually, I’ve been anxious about a lot lately, and not in a good way. Upcoming medical stuff, the kids, the world, life.
A Johnny Cash-looking warmup guy was playing acoustic guitar and singing Johnny Cash songs. I called out, “Hurt,” and he replied, “No, it’s too sad.” Little did I realize I was about to put a bunch of hurt and sadness on myself and the ones I love.